in so many ways u love me just as i am not as i should b

I am a 18 year old Femal and i am at collage studying my passion to fufil my dream as having a careed in singing and song writting i am also in the worship team at opawa baptist church as a vocalist

Saturday, February 25, 2006

a life long battle

hey there peopl
well sos to every one at OBY if i have been really snappy towards you latley just found out some not so gud news the other day
well i have been doing bulimic behavour again for a very long time and the other day i been getting chest pains and i went to the doc and he did some blood test and he found out that my Bulimia has gotten out of control has gotten very bad and it is now putting a strain on my heart and it is starting to get life threatning an di am on the list to go to hospital and stay and get better as a impaintent but i dont want to go threw that again so if there is any one who has been threw this and would love to talk to me about it please do i want to stop this diseas that has taken over my mind and body and trying to take over my life please i wnt to stop this battel for once and for all so if u have been threw somthing and would like to help me out please emial me at:
mkafan4eva@hotmail.com

and tell me wht u can do to help please

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

yay wohoo

hey there people
well i started at vision collage on monday man i love it there at the end of the day i want to stay there and not leave i love it to bits today we got put in to band and lucky old me got givin a solo to preform on friday argh i have never done one where i get assessed on it in my life scary ha yes yes it is i am going to be a nurvous wreak
and my great nana is still dying
oh yeah i got a tatto the other day damn so do not get one on ur lower back it hurts forever lol
on sundayi was so excited about going to be starting on monday which is now past but yeah i was really hypo it was not funny to the days
and what more can i say i love the course aND My tutors are making it so tht at the end of the year i can try and have acheived a major in voice and vocal sining