in so many ways u love me just as i am not as i should b

I am a 18 year old Femal and i am at collage studying my passion to fufil my dream as having a careed in singing and song writting i am also in the worship team at opawa baptist church as a vocalist

Monday, November 28, 2005

my holiday

Hey there people

I had the best holiday I have ever been on man it was fun well I am glade to be home.
We woke up at 4am every morning to do stuff and then would not get to bed to 2.20am their time which made it 5.30 am and then we would get like one and a half hours sleep but I guess that’s what happens on holiday it was so fun though well as soon as we got there as I said on my last post that wew got picked up by a rental car and then we got lost on the way to our hotel and then when I was on the way to our hotel I got a text from my mom telling me that she was there at the hotel and there was her and my brother and then I went and quickly got changed and at that stage I Was still in top and they thought I must have been crazy but I was cold and that the heat had not hit me yet and then I put on a nice blouse for hot weather and some three quarter pants and my jandels (but when I was over there I keept getting corrected as they call them thongs) but that was ok and then we went and had some lunch at the pub that was under our hotel man their feeds over there are huge as for ten dollars I got a chicken snitzle and some salad and some chips and yeah then I went on a train for the first time since what happened to my uncle and then yeah we went to toen and then I went and updated my blog as well oh yeah and it was raining but very hot to me the heat had finally hit me and then I went shopping and queens malll I think that it is called and I brought a hat and some sun glasses and then when I was in the train station when mom was getting us a ticktett for the train I was being a silly gal and then put on the sun glassess with the tags on them and the stickers lol and this guy who I did not see came over and then craked up laughing and goes “love”(another oz word) you might want to take the stickers of and I was embbarecd what a blond thing to do so I just pretended that I had done it onb purpose lol and then I saw my mate for a while who I had not seen in ages and it was cool she is moving back to live in nz where she origannly come from again I can not w8 !!!! We used to allways spennd our time together when she was here we would allways go on bike rides or go and play tennis when she gets back I will be fit again lol ,


Well on Friday I went to dream world and man was it kewl there or what I had so much fun there I loved it a I went on the log ride twice and then I went on the train around thew thing and it was kewl except the guy who made the hron thing go what ever you call it saw that I jumped when he had done it so he did it again not funny man must just be the Australian hummor and then I went and saw the animals there it was like a zoo they had this is still at dream world and I saw crocdills and saw some turttle and I held a koala and then I saw some joes not many kangaroos and then when I it was fun on the log ride I got wet from head to toe twice and thenn I want on this othere water ride which was pathetic it was like a babby ride some one pass me a bottle of milk all ready , and I went in to the big brother house man it was so nice in there house but yeah I do not think I would be able to handle living with 15People and plus they Hve cameras in the showers as well and the bath rooms , man their luxury room is like the queens room well I have not seen the queens room but I am sure im not that far off and I went on some bumper cars now I know why I do not have a licince yeat and I went to watch the tigers get feed and then I sliped over coz it was wet and I was wearing my thongs and they where wet thank goodness I was wearing my sun glassess lol so then know one knew who I was .

Then on the Saturday my auntie had her wedding it was very beautiful she had it at the beach and yeah and then the reception was fun I was dancing to alll the songs eccept the last two my feet where ready to full off

And came back today monday

Thursday, November 24, 2005

i am in ozzy

hey there people
well i have finnally arrived in oz
well man it was scary on the plane i hate them argh i was like man i can not wait to land and be there so the time went very slow i have had a long day i was up at 2am nz time and then got here at 10am oz time and then to tell u somthing funnyi fealt coldo so then i put a top on and was cold till the sun came out and then to make matters worse it got really hot and then we got lost on the way to the hotel it is very bealutifull over here and it is nice and hot i am going to dream world tommorrow and i caught up with my mum and i am going to see my friend today as well
and then on sat is the wedding and then we are going to the sunshine coast and then i am going to be coming back on monday i am having so much fun overf here in the little time i havr been here it is so different to nz here and it is also very beautifull and nice weather i am loving it here
well better go off and go shopping b4 i have to get in to my bus schedal i will update again soon
have fun over there in nz
lots a love
jasmine

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hey there am i going crazy?
well i heard this song on the radio the other day called listen to your heart
and i downloaded it yesterday and i can not stop listning to it litrly
here are the lyric bellow most of you wil know the song






I know there’s something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
When he’s calling for you.
Listen to your heart
There’s nothing else you can do.
I don’t know where you’re going
And I don’t know why,
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you can’t find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty that’s been
When love was wilder than the wind


well i am off bye bye i wil update you soon and let you know the go in oz
lolz jazz jazz

Monday, November 21, 2005

2 days to go

YAY only two days left to go and then i am going to be in australia i can not wait to go on holiday.
yay i am going to be arriving in australia at ten am their time in the morning and then we are going to hire out a car and it is going to take a hour to get to our hotel from the air port and then we are going to un pack and then i am going to meet up with my friend and then me and her are going to go to town and then i am going to meet up with my friends , at the moment i am trying to figure out what tp take on holiday with me and i am listning to elemnop 11:57 and watching home and away and writting in my blog.

i can not wait we are going to ber flying up to auckland or wellington i cant remember and then we get their at ten am their time i was very blond last night

i was re-reading the itinery and it said we leave here at 9.30 am and get there at 10am and i sent them a email saying that it can not possibly take only half a hour to get to brisbiine from nz and then after i sent it back i remembered that there is a three hour time difference
lol

got to go now i am going to update you later \jasmine

Saturday, November 19, 2005

long week

yay only for days to go and then i am off to oz i can not wait i am so excited yay !!!!!!!!

well i have been really sick this week and then i went to the doctor and then he told he i might have gaul stones and did a blood test and somthing showed up and then on friday i started to feal worse and then i went back to the doctor and they told me i had a kidney infection and stuff and then i went home and went ot bed and then with in a hour of waking up i was on the couch in so much pain that i could not move or breath and then my mate rang a ambulance and that and they did some test and they found out i have a diseas in my kidney and i had been pucking up for like ages and ages and then they where going to keep me in to sort it allout but it could take up to a week and i was going to oz so they gave me medication to take and they sent of a letter for me to get everything done and hopefully as soon as i get back from oz
i am excited about the trip to oz my aunti is getting married and yeah we goign and i am going to meet my mum i havem not seen her for around ten or elven years .

well better go but i will update u again soon

Monday, November 14, 2005

hey hey hey

hey there

today was a bit better day kind of but still not very good though

well my grandad has lots of injurys from the car crash i will only list some but he has damaged hips and leg and his back and neck damaged wip lach and has to go to the hos each day for dressing to be changes

and with my step mum they think it might be internal bleeding in the bowels


and i cant w8 to go on holidday to oz nine days to go i think a deserved holiday

Sunday, November 13, 2005

WEEKEND FULL OF BAD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY THERE PEOPLE

THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN REALLY CRAP 4 ME FULL OF BAD NEWS THAT INCLUDE TO FAMILY MEMEBERS.

on friday morning at around 6am my grandad was heading of for a surf and when he was at the corner of milton st some young driver fall alsleep at the wheel and then my grandad was rushed to the hospital and now he has wip lash head injuries and a broken leg and more argh

and then to think that that is worse i just got a call a few hours ago to say that my step mum was in hospital she was rushed in there at 6.30 am this morning and they trying to firgure out what wrong with her and they put her straight on to moephine for the pain a


man this is the worst weekend of my life ever an and it sucks

Saturday, November 12, 2005

CANT WAIT TO GO TO AUZIE





HEY THERE PEOPLE THAT LAST POST WAS NOT MEANT TO BE SENT I MUST HAVE PICKED THAT WHEN I WAS CHOOSING A PIC TO PUT WITH THE POST AND THEN I PRESSED PASTE AND THEN I THOUGTH THAT I HAD DONE WHAT I JUST WROTE AND DELETED IT MAN AM I WRONG WHAT A NODDY A

THAT WAS A BIT FROM THE BOOK I AM WRITTING.

YAY I CANT W8 TILL GO TO AUZIE IN EXACTLEY 12 DAYS TIME AT THIS TIME OF THE MORNING 4AM I AM WILL BE BOARDING MY PLANE I HAVE NEVER BEEN ON ONE SCARY A

AND YOU PROBERLY ARE WOUNDERING WHAT I WAS DOING UP AT THIS TIME OF THE MORNING WELL I WEWNT TO BED EARLY AND THE FRONT DOOR DOWN STAIRS WAS OPEN COZ MY FLAT MATE WAQS HOME AND AT AROUND NINE THIRTY TEN PM MY NEGHBOURS DECIDED TO COME AND VISIT ME AND WOKE ME UP AND I HEV NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP SINCE ARGH DAMN THEM

YAY I AM GOING TO THE BAHAMAS WHEN I HAVE FINISHED MY STUDIES NEXT YEAR I CAN HARDLY WAIT I AM SO EXCITED

GOT TO GO AND TRY SLEEP NOW

ps dont forget to leave comments ok morning jazz lol

yay cant wait to go to australia

so yeah i had a horrible day then i meet this chick who seemed really nice at the time and made friends with her then meet her other friend who i also became friends with and me and her friend got on very well so then at least i had some friends i guess and i found it hard to eat in front of them so they asked me why i was not eating and then i said that i had to go to the toliet and then i went and sat on the toliet and ate my lunch and then made sure that there was no one around then i made my self sick i was also then tought how to smoke by my new friends and then it seemed cool at the time and then it started as a stress relief and then i could not stop so i had to keep it a seceret and would not smoke if any one was at home or if they where asleep and i would have my window open when i have a smook and had some incence burning away adn spray impulse into my room so then no body would know what was going on .
i guess was in the wrong crowed at school and then i started to bike so school and then when after the first day i realised that it was hard to bike coz either way i would basicly bick in to the wind some days i was lucky to just get wind on one of the ways but then coz it was not so hard i was failing my self so then i would purpsosly take all my books and stuff home which was heavy so then it would be a better workout and then people would laugh at me and say that they saw me biking home and i looked funny coz i looked exhusted and i just thought hahaha shame i am going to loose weight then i wont be so fat i will show you .

Friday, November 11, 2005

growth coaching

growth coaching

hey there people today was the very first time that i had ever had growth coaching and it was with anett and it was great today i relised just that there is somthing that u can do to have more personal felection time with god all you have to do is find what you would like to do when you have the relection time and then what ever you decid to do then put in to an order that suits you and then make a chart and sign it of each time that you do have reflection time so then you have a routine and then think of some one that you know and then get them to ring you each econd day and ask you how it is going and to encorouge you to to it and then do not lie to them .

today i read the word for today and it was a good story today it was about a bible being at a book shop and it was old and worn out and peole picked it up and looked at it and put it back down and it was at a book shop called somthing like: the last place for books book shop and people would just pick it up and look at it and then put it back down and then one man picked up the bible and shouted and then want to them and told them that the book was worth a million pounds and they where only going to sell it for one pund

now what happens is that we all judge people mostly by what they all look like and we all do it and we dont want to think tha we do do it but we do and when people sin we think of the worse of them rather than their inner beauty and christ died for our sins so as soon as we sin then we should ALL forget about it is it does not matter how big or small you think the sin is all sins are the same size and we are all the lords creation and we are all beautifull to him no matter what so why not lets all forget about the sin and look at their inner beauty we all have an inner bauty in all of us

Thursday, November 10, 2005

hey there people

hey there bloggers
hows it going out there
what have i been up to l8ly?
well i have been just at home and worked today
well i am sick which is no fun i have got glandulafeaver and tonsilightis which sucks
but life goes on
my journey with god has been bumpy this year and i still live a life to follow him any way
satin will try and turn you away from god as much as he can and it gets harder as your faith and journey with god gets moore better so what ever happens do not turn away from god
i can not w8 till i start my music school next year i am so excited
i have writtin a new song again this last month
and dontforget if you are going to go to town clubbing you dont have to drink to be happy coz most people around you are drunk any way so they will most think you are drunk too so sit back and relax and have fun
i have also started writting a book which will hopefuly be finished by the end of next year

well got to go if you readd my blog leav a comment ok

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

yay i am 18 and got in

hey there people

yay i am now 18 about time i say i got the best birthday preasent any one could ever give me i got in to vision collage
i now have a lap top and the internet so i will be updating my blog i cant wait till the music schoolo starts next year man it is going to be so exciting that it is not funny a i cant wait i love singing yup thats right.

well this year i went out to dennies for lunch and it was kewl and then went to the fire works at brighton peir then i went out to the clubs i must say i totaly love the tree house maybe it is just because that it is a karioke bar


well got to go now leav comments
by bye for now