in so many ways u love me just as i am not as i should b

I am a 18 year old Femal and i am at collage studying my passion to fufil my dream as having a careed in singing and song writting i am also in the worship team at opawa baptist church as a vocalist

Thursday, September 22, 2005

jess going home

today was a great day me and jess moore spent it together the whole day i am goingn to miss her heaps when she goes
we went to a movie
got a portarate taken of the both of us one each
she came with me to get my hair cut
we went to the shops
watched a dvd
ate a nice roast
and wenr bowling

she not only a flat mate but a really great mate of mine

bye jess
lotsa love jasmine
good luck and hope to see you again soon

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

songs writting

hello there again
as some of you know i have a passion for song writting and that my uncel killed him self so i worte a song about it

here it goes

i see a train coming
i want to scream of and cry
how could you do this

every day i walk past those train traks on the way to work
all the memories left behind
the scars left on my heart
to learn you where gone fror good

will miss your smile
will miss your love

see a photo of you
i want to hate you for
what you did leaving us like this
but the understanding of why you
did it brings
forgivniss to my heart

will miss your smile
will miss your love

now you are gone .

Saturday, September 17, 2005

who is worship for us or god?

god created us to worship him so it works both ways basicaly every one has there ups and downs all the time and worhsip is a way of god talking to you he talks to you through worshi[,
we are not to go to church just to listen to a surmin god wants us to go to get a meaning its gods way of talking to us i mean u could go to the most stupidist surmon ever but take away somthing away each person it is a diff thing,

what ab0ut personal reflection time with god
you could be serving go all day living his way you think thay god must be happy, but he also wants us to have quite time with him and spend it with him,


have a good day

who is worship for us or god?

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

hurricane Katrina Fundraiser

HELLO THERE PEOPLE OF OBY

HEY I AM ORGANSING A FUNDRAISER FOR OBY TO DO DO RIASE MONEY FOR THE VICTIMS OF HURRICANE KATRINA IT IS GOING TO BE HOPEFULLY HELD ON SATURDAY THE FIRST OF OCTOBER AND I NEED YOUR HELP
I AM GOING TO NEES VOLINTEERS TO HELP OUT WITH THINGS LIKE
FACE PAINTING
SAUSAGE SIZZLE
FUN AND GAMES
POP CORN
CAKE STALL
AND OTHER THINGS LIKE THAT

AND IF YOU HAVE SPARE FACE PAINT LAYING AROUND THAT YOU COULD GENROUSLY DONATE TOWARDS IT I WOULD BE GREAT FULL

SO IF YOU CAN HELP OUT IN SUM WAY COME ANDTALK TO ME AT CHURCH THANKS
JASMINE

heya peoples

hey there peoples how is it going?
hey hey hey
jasmine is back again get ready to read!!!!!!!!!!
are you ready yeat?

hello there people well i have started my new job i get up at 5am every morning i am so tired by the end of the day i work with really neat people ay and some of the people who i work with just steal your heart but the down side about getting close to them is that you have to accept that they are gone when they die but it is a great job i love it to bits i would never change it for anything in the world.

next year i think i am going to be studying to become a rn (regesterd nurse)

well i left the telly markiting job today it was sad to go but reliving to leave as well i have mad great friends there i miss them allready we used toplay hang man and norts and crosses when the boss was not in the room hehehe we had a great time

well got to go now

please comment on my bloging i need to know what you guys think until i update have a great day time

jasmine

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

yay i got the job yup yup and other things

yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay i got the job yay i got the job!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey there guys guess what i got the job not that you would have figured it out any ways lol

life is going good!
so what do you think of the sermon last weekend when we did the cell phone sermon it was crazy i tell you but good crazy do you know what i mean ?? i am sure u do if you where there


well recenlty at the church service we talked about journeys with faith!!!!!!!!!!
well i would have to tell you my journey with faith has been a bumpy one
i have had a few years of when i had lost faith suffering with bulimia and deppression my thoughts where i am discusting and ugly how could any body love me if i do not even love my slef?

well after long years i went to my firsy OBY camp and one of the people who talked was amy hays and her topic was trash and how lots of us think i am so ugly i will neva get a bf/gf or i am usless well that is not true every one has potentiol and she said one day that she was at parachute and she felt god telling her that he loved her and she had been through alot and then when i left that camp that was the only thing that was on my mind and then i realised that god loved me i am still stugling to accept my image and who i am it has been hard but i have found me and i know god loves me even if it does not seem like it he does.

alot us are all through different journeys some of us tough and alot of you not so tough god loves you know matter what even if you do not feel it he loves you for who you are not who you think you should be.

a few weeks ago one of my mates where in a bad accadent he had half his face ripped of and he had brocken ribbs and we lost him twice and he was brought back to life what a scary thinng to happen he is out now and living his life as normal alot of things could happen we where told he will never be the same person he was before the accadint but he still alvie no brain damage on crutches a skin graft and walking around it goes to show god is awsum.

have you ever been through hell and not understood y it has happend 2 u???????????
i have i was alllways like why did i have bulimia and deppression and i have a passsion majorly to work with people who are going through those things now and i am going to be studying nursing next year and in 5 years time i am going to be studying to work with people who go threw that every day and i am going to be understanding what they are going threw az well
it sucks that i have to wait five years before i can do that coz you have to wait five years of being cleard from a eating disorder before so that you do not full in the same trap again.

i also have a passion for music does any body know where you can get cheap piano lessions sothat i can leatn to write music to my songs?????????????????

have a good time keep you posted soon
jasmine


Thursday, September 01, 2005

cant wait till this afternoon



happy birthday hannah
hope you have a good day on sat hunny

lots of love allways your big sister jazzzz













yay i am going to go for my second job interview today i am soo excited that its not funny i really hope that i do get this job, i am totaly sick of the tellymarketting world if you where also a tellymarketer you would get what i mean.


yay i am going on holiday to australia on 24 nov at 4am i am excited i have never been to australia in my life not even to the north island pretty sad i know it is going to be my auntie wedding i am also going to be metting up with my friends when i am there it is going to be great.

yay simple plan concert on the 29th sep it is going to be wicked i cant wait 28 days to go yay.

cant wait till this afternoon'