in so many ways u love me just as i am not as i should b

I am a 18 year old Femal and i am at collage studying my passion to fufil my dream as having a careed in singing and song writting i am also in the worship team at opawa baptist church as a vocalist

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

please pray for

please pray for my unty and uncle and family over there in australia as we where hit with some bad news this sunday night late nz time one of my cousins are in hospital fighting for his life after a horrible accident and also grieving for a , cousin, father, husband, son, uncle as he was killed in the accident when a trucj landed him on the kar and got chopped in half and died instantly so it is a hard time for the family right now so yeah please pray it would be muchly appreciated at this time.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

south islad famour oh yeah

yay on the 30th august all of us musical students at vision college are going to be leaving chch in a mini van oh yeah go the mini van and we are going to be on a tour of the south island we are going to be going to dunners oh yeah hmmm not lol queenstown (hope we will have some spare time to go skiiing) (but very very unlickly) and wanaka we gunna need thermals for that and other places we are going to be away for 7 days i am sooo excited i can not wait i have not even got any songs planned yeah oh well, i will do soon, we are going to be performing at schools and pubs, well at least we will be gud if we are playing at the pubs coz most people will hopfully be to drunk to notice to they will love it or just getting there so they will think it is great so i guess that is one of the ups about being going to be performing in a pub ae, but still freaky , hmmm stage fright and there will be students at schools ummm yeah as long as they have a ceiling that i can look at or it would be one strange school if they dont have a roof ae ,well i might be doing one song from evanesence that i know of so far woow that is going to be really really hard work ae
i am over and out for now i will update later till then b gud if i cant lol jjkx

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

hey there

yay ma concert is now over and done with oh yeah
now i have to prepare for the other one in another like 5 months time and it is going to be 6 songs and also we are going to be doing a tour of the south island man that will be sooo fun but very cold as it will still be winter when we are doing our tours
and i found out bad news that some one in my family has cancer
well i am off now byebye

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

no more sleeps till my concert!!!

hey there i am going to be doing my concert tonight and i am nervous as hell i get major stage firght and anxity so this could be intersting i am taking a break at the moment as i have been busy practicing all day today and yeah more to come :O lol oh well i guess it will be fun to watch and to do my real performance if you get what i mean like out of church and that any ways there will be kewl lights well i best be off got more to do ,
wish me luck

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

lol a beautifull pic of me not at koru

5sleeps to go until my concert!!!!

hey there people
only 5 more sleeps until i perfrom in a midd year concert.
nervs are starting to kick in wow and stress over the whole thing
just as well we go on a little holiday to hamner after it i will need it,
well at least i get to do a concert i mean it has allways been my dream to be a singer and wow i can say i am living the dream now well sort of and the experince is amazing alot of people just think you know it is a peice of cake but no u have to work at it for ages and ages and yeah and then there is alot of hard work and stress put in to it and there is alot of positive and negative feed back but u need to take the negative to turn in to the positive by taking what u need to do and then do it and you will imrpove and yeah. well i am off for more concert reheresals .
hope to hear from you guys.

over and out jazz

Friday, June 02, 2006


Hey there yay i am going to be going to australia at the end of the year for about two weeks i am going to be going on the 19th of december and then i am going to be flying back on the 2nd of janurary so if any one wants any jobs done in exchange for a little bit of cash so that i can put it away for towards my trip please let me know.

and yay i am going to be doing my concert on the 28th of june at vision college in the shed and it is free of charge and it is next to the big blue building down manchester street acrosss the road from the christchurch acadamy. it starts at seven pm and is going to be finishing at nine thirty pm and it should be good there will be lots of performers.

argh but i have horrible stage fright and i am going to be on stage for the last performance for the night and it will be for all four songs so that means i will be on stage for about twenty minutes straight talk about stage fright, and in a few hours i am going to be going on stage and performing two of the four songs that i am going to be singing at the concert infront of people oh lol. i am going to be doing today: someones watching over me and everything im not

Thursday, May 25, 2006


hey there people

woow omg i am going to be doing a concert at the end of june and i still have three of the songs to ace and i get terrible stage fright and at least when it is done it will be over and done with though i guess but still it is going to be freaky i am going to be performing ; angel from amanda perrez and someones watching over me by hillary duff and also rise in me from satellite and everything im not from the veronicas it will be exciting my first kind of real concert yay umm any suggestions though for getting rid of stage fright that is somthing that i suffer from terribly and i shake and get nervous even when i am just performing in front of my class mates a, oh well i guess it has to be done and i also have to perfrom and we do another concert at the end of the year and that time it will be six songs that is right i am going to have to go on to stage for a extra bit longer oh dear i will live though i guess a yay but i can not wait for the concert either

i am off now i will update again some time